"A
Joyful Noise"

A review by Jenni:
What I love about this
episode:
I really enjoyed how Melissa's "problem" and Dr. Adam's real
problem
were compared and contrasted in this episode. The look on
the
doctor's face when Melissa asks "Don't you ever hear stuff nobody
else
can?" is so disturbed. To contrast that with Melissa's
absolute
love for her angel voices was really poignant for me. I
think it
kind of goes along with what Monica says in the graveyard
later.
For adults sometimes a heartbreak comes along and from then on
they
don't see beauty. This episode reminds me a lot of Jesus
saying
that we must become like little children. It's only when
Adam is
able to drop the dark veil that's made him perceive everything
pessimistically that he can experience the joy that Melissa
has. 
I really think Tess is a great teacher in this.
Particularly, I
like it when she informs that boy that teases Melissa that "I do
not
accept the word weird." I've had some teachers that were
very
much like her in that respect and others who were not.
Betcha can
guess who I liked and had more respect for!
I wish Clara had made more than this one appearance. First,
I
love the idea of a female archangel. Second, Olympia Dukakis
is
great here. Third, I just loved her way of speaking.
I am absolutely not, not, NOT a person who thinks all psychiatry
is
bad. However... I do think over-medication and inappropriate
medication occurs. So I applaud TBAA for offering up just
such a
scenario with Melissa. I was once misdiagnosed with a
physical
illness and given medication that basically killed my
emotions.
It was so weird. I got so frustrated with my inability to
cry
that I ended up climbing onto the roof of my house in the middle
of a
rainstorm. So... seeing a show bring up the possibility of
catatonia resulting from wrongly prescribed meds is a big deal to
me.
Monica stressing that there's an angel with all children when they
die,
while not exactly groundbreaking for this show, was still
comforting to
hear.
This from Clara gives me a lump in my throat: "You're not only
always
going to hear the angels. When little children get older,
other
voices drown the angel voices out. But you should never stop
listening for them. Sometimes you'll hear them in the trees.
Sometimes you'll hear them in the crickets at dusk. Sometimes
you'll
hear an angel in the sound of 'hello.' But never stop listening.
And
never forget that you did once hear them. And some day you'll hear
them
again."
"Tis a Gift" is really a very appropriate song to have the
children be
singing and, I think, really reiterates what this episode is
about. Awesome choice.
While I may have some issues with Monica, I'm genuinely happy for
her
at the end of this episode. I can't sing well, either.
So I
always felt for her in that aspect and Clara's pep talk to her was
really great and well-deserved.
What
I didn't love about this
episode:
This isn't a gripe about the episode. Just a not
entirely
positive reaction. To be honest, this episode kinda makes me
sad. When Melissa talks about it being hard to grow up and
not
hear the angels any longer... I could relate. I mean I don't
recall ever hearing angels. But it made me intensely miss
the
spirituality of my youth. I think there's something
beautiful
about faith at all stages. However, there's a certain appeal
to
the memories of my thinking Jesus really did come to take my
deceased
pets Home, that angels had fluffy wings and were always happy, and
that
God was a nice, Grandpa-looking guy on a cloud. And atheism
was
simply astounding and, as Melissa said, sad. These beliefs
were
comfortable and Heaven did seem closer, at least in hindsight.
Beyond the spiritual aspect,
this episode also makes me
bemoan the
usual rush of my own life. I couldn't even watch this
episode in
one sitting because I felt like I'd better get the vacuuming done
and a
window replaced first. (And the sad irony that I chose to do
this
right after Clara said "the older you get the more noise you hear"
did
occur to me.) Then there were the unplanned interruptions
both
good (an amusing squirrel outside licking a Skittles package he or
she
had found) and bad (unwanted phone call). If I can't even
get 45
uninterrupted minutes to watch a TV show about angels... I do
wander
how many real angels I might be missing just from failing to slow
down
and listen.
My only real gripe is that using the name Adam did throw me a few
times. Once or twice when someone referred to an off-screen
Adam... I thought AOD.
Lingering questions:
Is this episode kinda going for the idea of life before
birth? I can't quite decide if they're implying that
children
hear angels because they come first from Heaven or if babies can
hear
angels upon being born but without necessarily having been to
Heaven. Personally, I like the idea of life before birth.
When I look at Rorschach I mostly see butterflies and sometimes
other
insects. What does that mean? ;-)
I wonder where the truth lies in Adam's and Monica's debate about
whether religion is thrust upon children or whether children are
born
with a natural faith. I think I believe a lil bit of
both.
Who knows?
When Adam sees the tire swing moving is that supposed to be the
wind or
are we to believe he can see the effects of Andrew even if he
can't
actually see Andrew?
Parts that made me feel
swoony:
Andrew is always good-looking IMO. But this episode has some
of
the most swoon and sigh inducing shots...
First, Andrew is adorable
with
children. I love his expression
when he says "Those are my toys!" jokingly to Melissa. And
then
when he's crouching down and talking to her and shakes her hand...
love
the lovely angel.
I know I'm biased but I loved Andrew's painting! And, yeah,
I do
think it looked kinda "Van Gogh-y" to borrow his word. But
then I
like Van Gogh. I wish Andrew would come paint a wall
here...
Andrew calling Van Gogh a "seriously disturbed dude" amuses
me.
And also makes me a lil sad cause that sorta goofy,
lightheartedness
(even when maybe not so appropriate) aspect of Andrew seems to die
off
later. Poor love.
He's way cute when he asks Monica about the singing aspect.
Then
he gets flustered and tries to be polite as possible about her
poor
singing. Aww.
I know a graveyard scene, especially of the nature of the one in
this
episode, is absolutely not an appropriate time to be crushing
but... Andrew looks really good in that scene. Blue
jeans
and a yellow shirt. Wind going through his hair, backed by
green
trees... Nice. Andrew always looks nice backed by
trees and
we get to appreciate it a lot in this episode!

Andrew swaying with the tire swing...
Andrew in those gold hued shots inside the cabin...
Random thoughts:
I'm glad Melissa met Clara but I feel that church should probly
get
some sorta security/safety mechanisms in place. It's scary
that a
kid could get up to the top by themselves!
I'm pretty sure I learned the word catatonic from this episode.
Monica comforting Adam, newly returned to the tragic cabin, about
how
his daughter didn't die alone made me think of The Shack which I
read
recently.
A Word from Travis:
I wondered how Katie hearing voices connected to Dr. Adam
Litowski who seemed to suffer from some sort of recurring
nightmare/memories from the past. I was astounded by how these 2
interesting characters connected. They were both interesting as a
young Katie wasn’t afraid to tell others that she heard from
angels while Dr. Adam Litowski kept his nightmares to himself.
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